I was so ready this morning to start doing something that requires lots of time and energy and focus... the opposite of where I felt I was (discontent that I had nothing to do and all around me people had stuff going on). I wanted to start my job at the hospital so that I would have something to be busy with (even then, I don't want to be busy with nursing just to be 'busy').
That time will come soon enough.
Right now is a time to wait on the Lord. He's called me to soak up His presence. I have practically nothing but intense NCLEX studying until November. My mornings can be spent in His Word with almost no time constraints.
My calling right now: draw closer to Jesus.
(Oh, and study a mountain of nursing books)